My Love Story;

I'll Admit It Yeah I Miss Her, That Was My First True Love, But Shit Happens And You Just Gotta Live With It. Not Everything Comes Out The Way U Want It To. Would We Be Together In The Future? Who Knows, But I Learned Alot About Maturing During Tht Time. I Was Pushed To Limits I Didn't Believe I Could Reach, I Cared To A Point Where I Thought To Myself "I Have Never Cared About ANYTHING This Much". I Gave My ALL. The Way I Was With Her I Would Never Be With Another Female. We Talked Every Single Day From One Morning To The Next. School Days/Holidays/Weekends You Name It We Would Just Talk ALL Day Lml. I remember a time when we were alone in her house and i hugged her and looked at her and before i can say it, she said those words "i love you" and it made me feel wanted. There was a time when i was sick and throwing up in the morning and i wasnt gonna go to school but it was our 8 month anniversary so i went to school feeling like shit because i just wanted to see her. We use to talk about how our life would be in the future and how we would have a baby named Jaylin Conde and love it SOOOO Much. We talked about marriage and how she wanted me to be her first and i only ever saw myself being married to HER. i saw my whole life with her and i have NEVER seen tht in another girl. I was so.sure my life was gonna be with her and we would be happy together. I planned on purposing to her senior year of high school in a way i wont mention here. She was literally my EVERYTHING, she was my Queen, My Princess, My Baby, My Bambi, My Jaylin, My Owl lml. We talked about everything and i trusted her with my secrets. But Now We Dnt Even Say Two Words To Eachother :/. We ended for many reasons and i still cant wrap my head around it but i know i dnt like the way i ended up feeling. Life Sucks But You Live With It. I Don't Know My Future With Her But I'll Never Forget My Past.